Kenneth Lewis's thinking that the Merrill acquisition would work in September 2008, and the brutal markets in the months afterwards.His urgent meeting on December 17 with Paulson and Bernanke after learning of large new losses at Merrill. The decision to do what was he says patriotic and not cancell the deal leading to his staying mum on the meeting and on the huge new losses. Shareholder protest. Merrill's loss for the 4th quarter of 2008 was a huge and devastating $15.3 billion, leading to the firing of Merrill's John Thain for not disclosing everything he knew about the new losses.